Not So Innocent
“I really like you. Do you feel the same way about me?”
“I’m enjoying talking to you and having the feelings that I’m feeling.”
The second voice sounds a lot like a typical Chris answer that would usually infuriate me with its vagueness and cautionary undertones.
Imagine my surprise when I found I was the one who had typed that bewildering statement- around this time last year, to a guy I was “kind of” dating. I really wish I could remember exactly what I was feeling at the time, but I can’t. It’s such a typical Libra answer though- and since I’m a Sagittarius with Libra in Venus, it only makes sense that I’d act aloof or strange in matters of love- and disappear entirely when I’m finished with someone.
Now that I’ve become that “someone”, I realize it wasn’t all as neat and tidy as I’d hoped(well let’s be honest, it was neat and tidy for me, and I didn’t care about him). The guy I said that (and many other strange, vague things) to was basically boring. He was super hot, andextremely devoted, but a bit alarming in his posessiveness which is probably what initially turned me off. The boring part of him (he’s a Capricorn) was likely just the icing on the cake, since I tend to be able to amuse myself. So why couldn’t I have just ended it nicely, instead of fading away and never responding to calls, texts, or IMs?
And why do I suddenly want to get back in touch with him now??
Oy vey. Guilt ridden, I am.
